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Cambodia Trip
Monday, November 23, 2009

Thats Me and Ly Saveuy
Greetings,
I had fun in Cambodia for five days. Out of these five days, I spent two days at the orphanage. Hmm... I met a guy( Right side of the picture) named Ly Saveuy. He;s like a brother to me already when I started talking to him... The group was divided into two gruops. One is suppose to do Cooking and the other Building. Of course I took the Cooking lah. I don't do building. I didn't help much into the cooking because I was also the part time cameraman. I had to take videos of what they were doing. Haha. It was a great exprience man... Whoo... Like people always say.. when you having fun, time will run fast too...
The two days ended with a blink of an eye. I couldn't believe it. All I want was to spend more with them. Drag the tour from five days to seven days. Spend four days over at the orphanage. I was so bonded with them that on the last day I was gonna be with them, I gave Saveuy one of my bands. Haha. It's like for him to remember me as a friend and Brother. I cried when it was time for us to board the bus going towards the city. I'll never forget the fun I had with them. Hmm I hope to have enough cash to go there again. I need $800 for the tour... =(
Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan Aka Jackwind

That's All For Today 13:24

What A Day....
Friday, November 13, 2009

Greetings,

It seems rather odd right now cause I'm starting to panic... I don't know why but yeah... I'm flying off for Cambodia this coming Monday.. OSIM People...( OH SHIT ITS MONDAY).... I seems to have mostly of my stuff ready.. It seems that way for now.. There's still things that I might need to buy. I'm running on a tight budget right now. How I wish I don't have to worry about money... But well what to do..


I was out shopping with Darshen And Raja yesterday. Though I don't really get anything there, but I was glad that I manage to see what I might want to buy in the future... Something came across my mind when Darshen popped a question to us.... Do I understand the value of money...??? My mind was completely blank at that moment of time... Seriously I think, I don't seem to understand the value of money... Maybe it's because I'm not that rich to spend on luxurious things....


I made my way down to Mediacorp Broadcast Centre yesterday. Frankly I managed to get the tickets from Charles Wong again. Yesterday's theme was Killing Me Softly With This Song. First was Tabitha.... Ouh Gosh her Ain't No Other Man was Awesome. Like Florence said, she kick some bad ass yesterday... I love Sezairi Sezali's What goes around..... Comes around and Charles Wong's Insomnia. Sezairi sang it wonderfully. It suits his voice.... but like what the judges commented, he could not release true emotion towards the song.


Charles Wong's acoustic version of Insomnia was superb man. He was singing it beautifully.... and with the rendition of the beatbox.... It made me cried. Haha. However, when it was the time for the results... Charles And Duane was in the bottom two. At that moment of time, my heartbeat started beating rapidly... I was losing my breath. I became breathless at that moment. Charles is the ONLY idol contestant, out of the three( Nurul, Justin & Charles) , whom I'm supporting.


Finally the results was out and Charles made it to Top 5. Duane ended his idol journey yesterday. It seems that Charles must be lucky that he made it again. Though I may not be around next week, but I was hoping that he would make it through till Top 3 or Top 2. Here I'm in the middle of my sleeping hours, I'm blogging cause I couldn't sleep. I hope I'm able to wake up today. I need to go to school for my last briefing before the Cambodia trip. I'm having my guitar lesson on Saturday. Sunday going Church to perform and Monday I'm heading myself towards the airport.


That's all for today. I'll update this blog again when I'm back from Cambodia. Bye


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan Aka Jackwind

That's All For Today 02:38

Worries!!!!
Monday, November 9, 2009

Greetings,


It's been a couple of days since I last updated this blog of mine. It's another start of the week of my holidays. I could not manage to get a job to sustain my daily needs eg Watch movie, Shopping, etc. Though my mom kept nagging at me to find a part time job. she still gave me the cash amount that I asked for. Well today is her first day at work. Haha after months of unemployment, she managed to get a job which the pay suits her. But her and my main worry goes to my youngest sister. Recently, my family doctor just declared her having the Hand Foot Mouth Disease (HFMD). It's rather hassling as everyone has to give in to her request.



My friend seems right. I met my friend recently at my nearest mart. I guess his right. Hmm but I'm not too sure about that. He told me that i was running away, away for reality. I could sense that something bad is going to happen. My worst fear nightmare seems to be coming true. " HE" * seems wanting to track me down. I think it's time I change my E-mail account. All I could think of is RUN till I can't run anymore. This is unlike of me to run from my problems. I usually solve the problems before it gets too complicated. But somehow a part of me tells that I'm running out of solution to resolve this problem thus resulting me to run away instead. All I could say is..... I shall keep this up until I find a solution.


* "HE" refers to the Stalker.


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan Aka Jackwind

That's All For Today 11:00

Awesome Day
Thursday, November 5, 2009

Greetings,

It was an Awesome day. Thanking Charles for that wonderful tickets he given me. Whoo.... Hahah I had fun with family... Yes I sat with the family. His Bro was cool... voting for him from the starting of the show till the end. I like the bro's hair.... So cool... whooo.... wanna go again. Hope to get it again.. Got to go.


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan Aka Jackwind

That's All For Today 17:35

I don't get it....
Monday, November 2, 2009

Greetings,


It's been a while since I last updated this blog of mine. Well I have been busy finding some part time jobs for myself but to no valid. Haha. Frankly, I don't get it. My life seems to be in a mess since the holidays started. I felt as if I became arrogant in the matter of days. It's like one moment it's me, the next thing I'm not.... My best friends is angry with me. haha. And i don't know how to resolve it. Well I have nothing else to write.... Bye


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan AKA Jackwind

That's All For Today 13:14

A Superb Day
Monday, October 12, 2009

Greetings,

I had a WOW day yeaterday and the day before. The day before, 10/10/09, was Amalina's birthday. Well yesterday Raja planned to give Darshen a birhtday party and some bashing too. Hahah. I had to step in when Raja told me that Darshen is going out alone to have lunch. As Raja had lied to Darshen that he is meeting him under his void deck for dinner, I had no choice but to follow Darshen to Bishan Junction 8. We had Long John Silver for lunch. We did some window shopping and Darshen had to buy a Birthday Gift for his Dad.

The plan was ruined when Darshen and I was going down to NTUC Fairprice to get some flour. At first I didn't realised that the planners was there going up to level 1. Darshen started shouting and I saw Eileen. After we cut the cake, Daeshen decided to go to Sembawabg Beach. That's where I decide to give him a Birthday Bash. While Alex Tay, Raja Darshen And Amanda was playing catching, I told Amalina to transfer the flour into a plastic bag. As Alex tay was holding on to Darshen, I quickly threw flour at Darshen's face. Hahah I had a fun day yesterday.

Now I'm left with 14 days before O levels. It's the crucial time for me to buck up on the topics that I needed to improve. I'm determined that with Hard Work and Practice, I can achieved the aim that I had always wanted. My Aim is to get a Distinction in Maths and a Grade 4 for my Malay Language. Jia You Rizuan. I can Do it!!!!!!


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan AKA Jackwind

That's All For Today 15:33

Lift Jam
Saturday, October 10, 2009

Greetings,

I had a wonderful day today. It happen that today three of the friends that I know falls today. I woke up late today. Raja called me asking where I was. Well I was waiting for Hazroy to come. We arrived at Raja's house approximately 1115hrs. Though the meeting time is at 1030hrs but I know how to go to his house. It's not like it's my first time or whatever. I find it fun wearing the Songkok that I borrowed from Farhan. Next was Amalina's house. Every one seemed excited. A number of them down the lift first. I was the second batch to take the lift. Well someone called Aishah telling that the lift jammed between the Seventh and Sixth floor. The victims that was rescued are Hazroy, Raihan, Khairul, Farhan, Mustaqim, Raja, Alex Tay, Yan Hui, Yong Kiat. Well it seemed that I had a fun day today. I would like to say my Appreciation and a Happy Birthday to my three friends -- Amalina, Wahyuni and Diyana. Happy Birthday.


Yours Truly,
Shahrizuan AKA Jackwind

That's All For Today 21:32


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